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//Sunday, March 22, 2009//6:58 AM

I do not need other people to judge me for who I am or what I've done. I've done nothing against my conscience. I only follow where my passion is. I am only glad that I did my best to get what I have now. I get options to choose from.

If you do not know what is holding me back from choosing where my passion lies, at least please refrain from having judgement against what I had chosen. Because I were in a dilemma. The pros and cons are things I have to weigh for myself.

I have no comments for others. I can only wish them luck.


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//Saturday, March 07, 2009//9:34 AM

no uber great feeling or any depression. Just plain confusion. I've never given much thought about my future and one wrong decision will really cost me. I just want to find the shortest way of realizing my dream of opening a childcare centre. Hee. That seems so far away. Plus I'm one who will place family over career anytime, I wonder when will I find the time to have my own business. Let me find the right choice. I'm desperately seeking for guidance now. Somebody, help!


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//Wednesday, February 25, 2009//6:21 AM

Thanks bear for 'enlightening' me and showing me what I thought otherwise.


Sorry if I made u emo again. I was so selfish. I didn't think how u'll feel. Sorry. =(


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//Tuesday, February 24, 2009//8:27 AM

My efforts are futile.
They are all being taken granted of.
Its harder for me to hold on now.
How long can I last?


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valentine's day wiv e bananas//Sunday, February 22, 2009//9:37 PM

haha. Had valentine's day wiv the bananas. Went to eunos cc to makan indian food. lol. of cos we dun understand most dishes on the menu so we asked the guy working there. His reply: Its smth... I dunno. 0.o WTH?!in the end we order diff naans. mine was supposed to be mutton but it turns out to be more of potato den mutton. clarice had good taste. her's was the best. I can't say much for gv though. she got scammed! haha.

We went to aaish's hse later and have our fashion parade! GV and I were the cameramen. (our figures still cmi) oh well. aaish's cat has to scare me on several times by brushing against my leg. Not dat I'm scared of cats or anything but anyone will be scared if something furry just touch u out of nowhere.

Went to search for pudding bubble tea to realise dat there's no pudding. =( I must be emo! haha. We had cheese fries instead. Fattening but I couldn't stand the temptation. hah. And we had quite a serious talk later. Abt our future. Haix. lets not think abt anything till the results are out k? dun scare ourselves unnecessarily.


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my VIRGIN club experience!////9:15 PM

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This looks damn gay! haha.
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Guess who's hand is dat?
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I look like I'm searching for hotties. hah. my hottie is back at home soundly asleep. 0.o
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This pic damn nice
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Gay pose!
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The pics say it all. =D


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sick!//Monday, February 09, 2009//10:03 AM

couldn't go to slp now due to some stupid sore throat and nose block. yea. the feeling really sucks. I couldn't swallow anything properly. well, jon and i were sick at the same time. so we couldn't guess who is the one that is spreading all the germs. he's still having fever so I'm going to visit later. haha. a sick person visiting another sick person. Bring congee and honey water to him. Whee~ so sian! i drink lots of water le. so stop punishing my poor throat and let me sleep in peace! :(


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christmas party 07s208//Friday, January 30, 2009//9:50 PM

Our own class christmas party! though it seems dat the people that came are the usual people. turns out to be just a drinking cum mahjong party. Its damn funny looking at the guys play the drinking games. someone made this rule that you have to start and end your sentence with a yo. things like "yo nicky yo yo" started coming up. since nicky's surname is yo. lol. Just imagine looking at a bunch of people saying yo yo all the time. its a joke. haha.

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Gay and I
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all red-faced. clearly drunk le.
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I've started to miss those days with all the fooling around with the gang. :( oh well.



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