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//Wednesday, June 27, 2007//8:41 AM


Everything is finally over. Gran got cremated ytd. Felt super guilty for not being dere wiv her for e last time. Her final wishes are
-for my dad to work harder
-for my 2nd uncle to stop smoking
-for my aunt to marry a chinese man. (she still doesn't approve of uncle shaun.)

Rushed to gran's hse to hear e will. Apparently, I have no worries abt paying for my education. My gran has got it settled. All e jewellery distribution n stuff. Even though deep inside we know we would rather have her den e inheritance.

Visited Almeric's new hse. ITs like a mini greenhse. Its like glass everywhere, feel super insecure and transparent. Best part is u get to see e stars at night! haha. its like 3 storeys n e stairs are so not handicapped friendly. My sis has testify for dat! Went to Taka to have dinner. It has been a full 10 yrs dat we had a family reunion but dis time round w/out gran. :( Eat at coca. E cuttlefish is fantastic! Must try! I swear I'm never gonna order Virgin Mary again. Its jus tomato juice wiv a nicer name. Yucks! Only my dad claim dat its nutritious. I'll die drinking it again. Should have settled for Shirley temple instead. Stupid me.

Ordered desserts later on when we decide on playing musical chairs to eat it. lol. Its kind of unfair to my sis considering her lameness (literally). Haha. Its jus cracks of laughter coming out from e room. Never seen all of us in such a happy mood before!

I'll miss granny!


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//Friday, June 22, 2007//6:08 AM


My gran jus passed away in the morning. Rushed to SGH to look at her for the last time. Pale and lifeless, dats e words to describe her now. Should have guess dat it was a premonition dat she had admitted herself to e hospital 2 days prior to her death. There's no loud wailings in the room, only soft synchronised sniffing. Everyone was gathering ard her bed to see her for one last time. N she had seem perfectly fine 2 days ago. This moment perfectly describe abt life's unpredictability. My dad was trying in vain to wake her up. Filial son. No matter wad, she still wun wake up.
Went to my grans hse to settle the funeral stuff. Did all e tradition stuff to sew all e clothes pockets, stop e clock n etc.. Everyone was solemn. She jus went on like dat. Nth was said. Haix.. We cannot turn time ard. :(


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//Wednesday, June 20, 2007//9:14 AM


Frens are like viagra, they lift you up when you're down.
Exco is like a contraceptive pill - they prevent wrong decisions frm being made.... meanwhile u can hav fun


Philosophies of Weekee! We gonna go mad over donuts together! haha. XD


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////8:13 AM


Less than one week till mid years! aaahhh. haha.. Went to have econs consultations wiv some of HCTT. haha. I'm so dead for mid years. I'm like jack of all trades. I'm good at nth! Dis is so not comforting. I really need to chiong hard. Get things done chop chop.

Near evening received a call from my sis dat my gran was hospitalized. Like super shocked. Rushed all e way to Mount elizabeth. Some migranes n showing some symptoms of stroke. Lol. My dad was like so freaked out he started giving out stupid ideas to poke the fingers wiv a needle to let blood out. Haha. He so doesn't understand e situation at all. What if its a case of low blood pressure? Den I would have to say bye to my gran. Forever. *touchwood*

Watching 'swimming pool' now. Some stupid freaky killer show which involves some psycho carrying a knife n trying to kill everyone partying at e pool. Psychotic! AAAHHHHH!! I'm so NOT freaked out! LOL..


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//Friday, June 15, 2007//9:01 AM


Started my day wiv Ocean 13 and ended it wiv Shrek 3. Ocean 13 is fantastic even though I didn't watch Ocean 12. George Clooney! I like old old guys! =X haha. Same goes for Shrek 3. I din watch Shrek 2 too. Haha. Went to Seoul garden to eat wiv my family. At TAKA! dis is crazy when I consider any region further den bedok far. Dere's like seoul garden at tamp too?! we were supposed to have some mongolian bbq or smth according to my mom but we jus can't find e place. It turned out to b jus opposite of Seoul garden! Thanks mom. lol.

1 n a half wk more to go till MYE. I'm half prepared. I can't do qns but i guess I've read e notes. haha. Hopefully dat helps seeing dat my leisure and slping time is so much longer den studying time. haha. ok. Y is it dat going JC makes everyone a mugger-wannabe? I mug all day long! No life! Stuck in dat blue sch compound wearing blue sch u n feeling blue all day long. Its predestined long ago dat I'll b going through life like dat n i dun wan it. But well, I chose it. had better not regret my choice. lol. I'm contradicting myself. talking nonsense. haha. Dat helps destress alot better.

GPP is in a total mess. Poor Bing Wen n I r left to stay up n do e mess. haha. Our tempers r all rising but thank god we manage to keep it down. rubbish la. E rest. I jus realise e importance of PW. It could actually affect e courses u get in a uni. haha. Quote from auntie: ' no one is perfect. Therefore, we must learn to accept everyone provided dat dey dun go overboard'. Maybe its jus plain lazy to sit dere n wait to share e fruits of labour of others. But if everyone else were to think dat way, I think my whole grp will share a U together for PW. *touchwood* haha.. Back to mugging! =(


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//Sunday, June 10, 2007//9:13 AM


I sprained my ankle! =( super pain! haha.. not really.
Lol.. Studying wiv HCTT tml. haha.. I hope we will really do some real quality work instead of laughing ard talking nonsense. haha.. Jas is sick so she can't come wiv us. Dats like super sad! U stay at home n rest well k?! Then will have enough strength to ace mid yrs! =D

Long time never c skye club comm le. Dunno how r dey now. All preparing for mid yrs. Haha.. I miss u guys and gal!


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//Saturday, June 09, 2007//8:26 AM


I had bought chocs for everyone on vday. Maybe dat was insincere to u guys. I'm sorry for being late but who can predict dat I had to wait 20 mins for dat stupid bus?! N my vday gift was so insignificant dat ppl tot I had purposely forgotten all abt it dat they had to keep requesting for it. N when I swear I'm really thinking of wad to give instead of sweets and actually wan to bake cookies, it actually din work for u. If u guys have felt ur being let down, I'm sorry for foolishly thinkin dat chocs only will suffice. I dun think e idea of substitution will work. Is dat e only way to show my sincerity? If so, I've no qualms abt giving it to u.



I know its too much to ask of u to postpone ur holidays. I din know it'll cost u dat much. I din realise how affected u will be bcos of my wilful request for u to stay until after my b'day. Its not e first day u gals know me. I suppose dat no one knows better den u guys how forgetful n obstinate i can get. Nobody is perfect. Not saying dat I'm using dis phrase to get ard wiv things. I've got nth else to say. Haha.. Secondary sch frenship is supposed to last longer den e rest n I've jus ruined it for u guys. =X
Its gonna work
(crossed fingers)
Trying so hard to finish kinematics ytd when a note jus flew in. Apparently, some gal living somewhere above me is wishing for a boyfren when e note jus got blew in to my room. I actually got freaked out a little. haha. E previous time is a note to wish for more knowledge. LOL. If I can grant wishes, I'll already b a gifted student who is abt to walk down e church aisle on my wedding. Haha.. Relative velocity. I can relate anything to physics now! A pro wannabe. Sian..


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personality test (...)////7:46 AM


Extraversion
Extraversion is marked by pronounced engagement with the external world. Extraverts enjoy being with people, are full of energy, and often experience positive emotions. They tend to be enthusiastic, action-oriented, individuals who are likely to say "Yes!" or "Let's go!" to opportunities for excitement. In groups they like to talk, assert themselves, and draw attention to themselves.
Introverts lack the exuberance, energy, and activity levels of extraverts. They tend to be quiet, low-key, deliberate, and disengaged from the social world. Their lack of social involvement should not be interpreted as shyness or depression; the introvert simply needs less stimulation than an extravert and prefers to be alone. The independence and reserve of the introvert is sometimes mistaken as unfriendliness or arrogance. In reality, an introvert who scores high on the agreeableness dimension will not seek others out but will be quite pleasant when approached.

Domain/Facet........... Score
Extraversion...............81
Friendliness.............78
Gregariousness...........55
Assertiveness............75
Activity Level...........40
Excitement-Seeking.......91
Cheerfulness.............90

Your score on Extraversion is high, indicating you are sociable, outgoing, energetic, and lively. You prefer to be around people much of the time.

Extraversion Facets
Friendliness. Friendly people genuinely like other people and openly demonstrate positive feelings toward others. They make friends quickly and it is easy for them to form close, intimate relationships. Low scorers on Friendliness are not necessarily cold and hostile, but they do not reach out to others and are perceived as distant and reserved. Your level of friendliness is high.

Gregariousness. Gregarious people find the company of others pleasantly stimulating and rewarding. They enjoy the excitement of crowds. Low scorers tend to feel overwhelmed by, and therefore actively avoid, large crowds. They do not necessarily dislike being with people sometimes, but their need for privacy and time to themselves is much greater than for individuals who score high on this scale. Your level of gregariousness is average.
Assertiveness. High scorers Assertiveness like to speak out, take charge, and direct the activities of others. They tend to be leaders in groups. Low scorers tend not to talk much and let others control the activities of groups. Your level of assertiveness is high.
Activity Level. Active individuals lead fast-paced, busy lives. They move about quickly, energetically, and vigorously, and they are involved in many activities. People who score low on this scale follow a slower and more leisurely, relaxed pace. Your activity level is average.
Excitement-Seeking. High scorers on this scale are easily bored without high levels of stimulation. They love bright lights and hustle and bustle. They are likely to take risks and seek thrills. Low scorers are overwhelmed by noise and commotion and are adverse to thrill-seeking. Your level of excitement-seeking is high.
Cheerfulness. This scale measures positive mood and feelings, not negative emotions (which are a part of the Neuroticism domain). Persons who score high on this scale typically experience a range of positive feelings, including happiness, enthusiasm, optimism, and joy. Low scorers are not as prone to such energetic, high spirits. Your level of positive emotions is high.
Agreeableness
Agreeableness reflects individual differences in concern with cooperation and social harmony. Agreeable individuals value getting along with others. They are therefore considerate, friendly, generous, helpful, and willing to compromise their interests with others'. Agreeable people also have an optimistic view of human nature. They believe people are basically honest, decent, and trustworthy.
Disagreeable individuals place self-interest above getting along with others. They are generally unconcerned with others' well-being, and therefore are unlikely to extend themselves for other people. Sometimes their skepticism about others' motives causes them to be suspicious, unfriendly, and uncooperative.

Agreeableness is obviously advantageous for attaining and maintaining popularity. Agreeable people are better liked than disagreeable people. On the other hand, agreeableness is not useful in situations that require tough or absolute objective decisions. Disagreeable people can make excellent scientists, critics, or soldiers.

Domain/Facet........... Score
Agreeableness..............49
Trust....................81
Morality.................36
Altruism.................47
Cooperation..............38
Modesty..................50
Sympathy.................37

Your level of Agreeableness is average, indicating some concern with others' Needs, but, generally, unwillingness to sacrifice yourself for others.

Agreeableness Facets
Trust. A person with high trust assumes that most people are fair, honest, and have good intentions. Persons low in trust see others as selfish, devious, and potentially dangerous. Your level of trust is high.

Morality. High scorers on this scale see no need for pretense or manipulation when dealing with others and are therefore candid, frank, and sincere. Low scorers believe that a certain amount of deception in social relationships is necessary. People find it relatively easy to relate to the straightforward high-scorers on this scale. They generally find it more difficult to relate to the unstraightforward low-scorers on this scale. It should be made clear that low scorers are not unprincipled or immoral; they are simply more guarded and less willing to openly reveal the whole truth. Your level of morality is average.

Altruism. Altruistic people find helping other people genuinely rewarding. Consequently, they are generally willing to assist those who are in need. Altruistic people find that doing things for others is a form of self-fulfillment rather than self-sacrifice. Low scorers on this scale do not particularly like helping those in need. Requests for help feel like an imposition rather than an opportunity for self-fulfillment. Your level of altruism is average.

Cooperation. Individuals who score high on this scale dislike confrontations. They are perfectly willing to compromise or to deny their own needs in order to get along with others. Those who score low on this scale are more likely to intimidate others to get their way. Your level of compliance is average.

Modesty. High scorers on this scale do not like to claim that they are better than other people. In some cases this attitude may derive from low self-confidence or self-esteem. Nonetheless, some people with high self-esteem find immodesty unseemly. Those who are willing to describe themselves as superior tend to be seen as disagreeably arrogant by other people. Your level of modesty is average.

Sympathy. People who score high on this scale are tenderhearted and compassionate. They feel the pain of others vicariously and are easily moved to pity. Low scorers are not affected strongly by human suffering. They pride themselves on making objective judgments based on reason. They are more concerned with truth and impartial justice than with mercy. Your level of tender-mindedness is average.

Conscientiousness
Conscientiousness concerns the way in which we control, regulate, and direct our impulses. Impulses are not inherently bad; occasionally time constraints require a snap decision, and acting on our first impulse can be an effective response. Also, in times of play rather than work, acting spontaneously and impulsively can be fun. Impulsive individuals can be seen by others as colorful, fun-to-be-with, and zany.

Nonetheless, acting on impulse can lead to trouble in a number of ways. Some impulses are antisocial. Uncontrolled antisocial acts not only harm other members of society, but also can result in retribution toward the perpetrator of such impulsive acts. Another problem with impulsive acts is that they often produce immediate rewards but undesirable, long-term consequences. Examples include excessive socializing that leads to being fired from one's job, hurling an insult that causes the breakup of an important relationship, or using pleasure-inducing drugs that eventually destroy one's health.

Impulsive behavior, even when not seriously destructive, diminishes a person's effectiveness in significant ways. Acting impulsively disallows contemplating alternative courses of action, some of which would have been wiser than the impulsive choice. Impulsivity also sidetracks people during projects that require organized sequences of steps or stages. Accomplishments of an impulsive person are therefore small, scattered, and inconsistent.

A hallmark of intelligence, what potentially separates human beings from earlier life forms, is the ability to think about future consequences before acting on an impulse. Intelligent activity involves contemplation of long-range goals, organizing and planning routes to these goals, and persisting toward one's goals in the face of short-lived impulses to the contrary. The idea that intelligence involves impulse control is nicely captured by the term prudence, an alternative label for the Conscientiousness domain. Prudent means both wise and cautious. Persons who score high on the Conscientiousness scale are, in fact, perceived by others as intelligent.
The benefits of high conscientiousness are obvious. Conscientious individuals avoid trouble and achieve high levels of success through purposeful planning and persistence. They are also positively regarded by others as intelligent and reliable. On the negative side, they can be compulsive perfectionists and workaholics. Furthermore, extremely conscientious individuals might be regarded as stuffy and boring. Unconscientious people may be criticized for their unreliability, lack of ambition, and failure to stay within the lines, but they will experience many short-lived pleasures and they will never be called stuffy.

Domain/Facet........... Score
Conscientiousness..........7
Self-Efficacy............23
Orderliness..............3
Dutifulness..............6
Achievement-Striving.....33
Self-Discipline..........41
Cautiousness.............6

Your score on Conscientiousness is low, indicating you like to live for the moment and do what feels good now. Your work tends to be careless and disorganized.

Conscientiousness Facets
Self-Efficacy. Self-Efficacy describes confidence in one's ability to accomplish things. High scorers believe they have the intelligence (common sense), drive, and self-control necessary for achieving success. Low scorers do not feel effective, and may have a sense that they are not in control of their lives. Your level of self-efficacy is low.

Orderliness. Persons with high scores on orderliness are well-organized. They like to live according to routines and schedules. They keep lists and make plans. Low scorers tend to be disorganized and scattered. Your level of orderliness is low.

Dutifulness. This scale reflects the strength of a person's sense of duty and obligation. Those who score high on this scale have a strong sense of moral obligation. Low scorers find contracts, rules, and regulations overly confining. They are likely to be seen as unreliable or even irresponsible. Your level of dutifulness is low.

Achievement-Striving. Individuals who score high on this scale strive hard to achieve excellence. Their drive to be recognized as successful keeps them on track toward their lofty goals. They often have a strong sense of direction in life, but extremely high scores may be too single-minded and obsessed with their work. Low scorers are content to get by with a minimal amount of work, and might be seen by others as lazy. Your level of achievement striving is average.

Self-Discipline. Self-discipline-what many people call will-power-refers to the ability to persist at difficult or unpleasant tasks until they are completed. People who possess high self-discipline are able to overcome reluctance to begin tasks and stay on track despite distractions. Those with low self-discipline procrastinate and show poor follow-through, often failing to complete tasks-even tasks they want very much to complete. Your level of self-discipline is average.
Cautiousness. Cautiousness describes the disposition to think through possibilities before acting. High scorers on the Cautiousness scale take their time when making decisions. Low scorers often say or do first thing that comes to mind without deliberating alternatives and the probable consequences of those alternatives. Your level of cautiousness is low.

Neuroticism
Freud originally used the term neurosis to describe a condition marked by mental distress, emotional suffering, and an inability to cope effectively with the normal demands of life. He suggested that everyone shows some signs of neurosis, but that we differ in our degree of suffering and our specific symptoms of distress. Today neuroticism refers to the tendency to experience negative feelings. Those who score high on Neuroticism may experience primarily one specific negative feeling such as anxiety, anger, or depression, but are likely to experience several of these emotions. People high in neuroticism are emotionally reactive. They respond emotionally to events that would not affect most people, and their reactions tend to be more intense than normal. They are more likely to interpret ordinary situations as threatening, and minor frustrations as hopelessly difficult. Their negative emotional reactions tend to persist for unusually long periods of time, which means they are often in a bad mood. These problems in emotional regulation can diminish a neurotic's ability to think clearly, make decisions, and cope effectively with stress.

At the other end of the scale, individuals who score low in neuroticism are less easily upset and are less emotionally reactive. They tend to be calm, emotionally stable, and free from persistent negative feelings. Freedom from negative feelings does not mean that low scorers experience a lot of positive feelings; frequency of positive emotions is a component of the Extraversion domain.

Domain/Facet........... Score
Neuroticism................76
Anxiety..................48
Anger....................98
Depression...............61
Self-Consciousness.......42
Immoderation.............97
Vulnerability............61

Your score on Neuroticism is high, indicating that you are easily upset, even by what most people consider the normal demands of living. People consider you to be sensitive and emotional.

Neuroticism Facets
Anxiety. The "fight-or-flight" system of the brain of anxious individuals is too easily and too often engaged. Therefore, people who are high in anxiety often feel like something dangerous is about to happen. They may be afraid of specific situations or be just generally fearful. They feel tense, jittery, and nervous. Persons low in Anxiety are generally calm and fearless. Your level of anxiety is average.

Anger. Persons who score high in Anger feel enraged when things do not go their way. They are sensitive about being treated fairly and feel resentful and bitter when they feel they are being cheated. This scale measures the tendency to feel angry; whether or not the person expresses annoyance and hostility depends on the individual's level on Agreeableness. Low scorers do not get angry often or easily. Your level of anger is high.

Depression. This scale measures the tendency to feel sad, dejected, and discouraged. High scorers lack energy and have difficult initiating activities. Low scorers tend to be free from these depressive feelings. Your level of depression is average.

Self-Consciousness. Self-conscious individuals are sensitive about what others think of them. Their concern about rejection and ridicule cause them to feel shy and uncomfortable abound others. They are easily embarrassed and often feel ashamed. Their fears that others will criticize or make fun of them are exaggerated and unrealistic, but their awkwardness and discomfort may make these fears a self-fulfilling prophecy. Low scorers, in contrast, do not suffer from the mistaken impression that everyone is watching and judging them. They do not feel nervous in social situations. Your level or self-consciousness is average.

Immoderation. Immoderate individuals feel strong cravings and urges that they have difficulty resisting. They tend to be oriented toward short-term pleasures and rewards rather than long- term consequences. Low scorers do not experience strong, irresistible cravings and consequently do not find themselves tempted to overindulge. Your level of immoderation is high.

Vulnerability. High scorers on Vulnerability experience panic, confusion, and helplessness when under pressure or stress. Low scorers feel more poised, confident, and clear-thinking when stressed. Your level of vulnerability is average.

Openness to Experience
Openness to Experience describes a dimension of cognitive style that distinguishes imaginative, creative people from down-to-earth, conventional people. Open people are intellectually curious, appreciative of art, and sensitive to beauty. They tend to be, compared to closed people, more aware of their feelings. They tend to think and act in individualistic and nonconforming ways. Intellectuals typically score high on Openness to Experience; consequently, this factor has also been called Culture or Intellect. Nonetheless, Intellect is probably best regarded as one aspect of openness to experience. Scores on Openness to Experience are only modestly related to years of education and scores on standard intelligent tests.

Another characteristic of the open cognitive style is a facility for thinking in symbols and abstractions far removed from concrete experience. Depending on the individual's specific intellectual abilities, this symbolic cognition may take the form of mathematical, logical, or geometric thinking, artistic and metaphorical use of language, music composition or performance, or one of the many visual or performing arts. People with low scores on openness to experience tend to have narrow, common interests. They prefer the plain, straightforward, and obvious over the complex, ambiguous, and subtle. They may regard the arts and sciences with suspicion, regarding these endeavors as abstruse or of no practical use. Closed people prefer familiarity over novelty; they are conservative and resistant to change.

Openness is often presented as healthier or more mature by psychologists, who are often themselves open to experience. However, open and closed styles of thinking are useful in different environments. The intellectual style of the open person may serve a professor well, but research has shown that closed thinking is related to superior job performance in police work, sales, and a number of service occupations.

Domain/Facet........... Score
Openness to experience.....15
Imagination..............8
Artistic Interests.......0
Emotionality.............31
Adventurousness..........59
Intellect................2
Liberalism...............82
Your score on Openness to Experience is low, indicating you like to think in plain and simple terms. Others describe you as down-to-earth, practical, and conservative.

Openness Facets
Imagination. To imaginative individuals, the real world is often too plain and ordinary. High scorers on this scale use fantasy as a way of creating a richer, more interesting world. Low scorers are on this scale are more oriented to facts than fantasy. Your level of imagination is low.
Artistic Interests. High scorers on this scale love beauty, both in art and in nature. They become easily involved and absorbed in artistic and natural events. They are not necessarily artistically trained nor talented, although many will be. The defining features of this scale are interest in, and appreciation of natural and artificial beauty. Low scorers lack aesthetic sensitivity and interest in the arts. Your level of artistic interests is low.

Emotionality. Persons high on Emotionality have good access to and awareness of their own feelings. Low scorers are less aware of their feelings and tend not to express their emotions openly. Your level of emotionality is low.

Adventurousness. High scorers on adventurousness are eager to try new activities, travel to foreign lands, and experience different things. They find familiarity and routine boring, and will take a new route home just because it is different. Low scorers tend to feel uncomfortable with change and prefer familiar routines. Your level of adventurousness is average.

Intellect. Intellect and artistic interests are the two most important, central aspects of openness to experience. High scorers on Intellect love to play with ideas. They are open-minded to new and unusual ideas, and like to debate intellectual issues. They enjoy riddles, puzzles, and brain teasers. Low scorers on Intellect prefer dealing with either people or things rather than ideas. They regard intellectual exercises as a waste of time. Intellect should not be equated with intelligence. Intellect is an intellectual style, not an intellectual ability, although high scorers on Intellect score slightly higher than low-Intellect individuals on standardized intelligence tests. Your level of intellect is low.

Liberalism. Psychological liberalism refers to a readiness to challenge authority, convention, and traditional values. In its most extreme form, psychological liberalism can even represent outright hostility toward rules, sympathy for law-breakers, and love of ambiguity, chaos, and disorder. Psychological conservatives prefer the security and stability brought by conformity to tradition. Psychological liberalism and conservatism are not identical to political affiliation, but certainly incline individuals toward certain political parties. Your level of liberalism is high.


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//Friday, June 08, 2007//5:58 AM


I went to donate blood today! haha.. Like I'm e youngest dere. lol.. So dots. Stare at e person dat was finding my vein to poke. Damn scared poke wrong place den have to repoke. eewww.. Pain. haha.. At e end of e session I requested for PURPLE bandage! haha. Next time I'll ask for ORANGE. haha. so fun. lol.
On e way home saw a small gal slping on her dad's lap in e mrt. haha. E dad was like wiping her drool. So nice lo. haha. A father's love. Lol.
I need to mug! haha.. My home is really not a conducive place to study. I need to get out! haha.. 2 more wks to go! XP


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//Wednesday, June 06, 2007//5:25 AM


MUG! Haha.. That's wad I'm gonna do for e next one n a half yr. jia lat! lol.. Went to study wiv the bananas today. Haha.. Dunno how manage to sidetrack to our future. Our marriages! lol.. We think dat e first to get married will be aaish. Haha.. She'll be like attending to her hubby 24/7. She'll be a loving wife. That's for sure. GV's gonna be next. Its either she marry very early or very late. Haha.. The next self-made high class tai tai. Dun need to depend on her husband. Haha.. Den we were teasing Clar and her so-called beau (which is pronounced as bow) lol. I'm going around n singing' you are so BOWtiful!' haha.. Damn joke. Lol. I can imagine myself tying a bandana ard my head n scrubbing e floor n singing 'Its my life'. Even though dats so not my type of living standards. Haha. Imagine me having kids. =X GOD! NO! haha. N I'll need a househusband. Considering my "fantastic" cooking skills dat no one dares to try and my incompetence in cleaning e house. Haha.. Maybe one day, I'll improve. lol.

Men In White. Me n Lemon went to watch lo. In e end we were late. Haha. Den e shows got lots of raps in cantonese making me confused n all. E ending is rather abrupt but if ppl looking for laugh only, dats e correct movie. haha.

I need to chiong GPP! sian.. so many things to do, so little time. DEAD!

Been there, Done that.


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//Sunday, June 03, 2007//7:38 AM


Switched back to blogspot again! lol. no idea y. but yea.

Went back for POP ytd. Lets jus say I got suaned for barely passing my tests while Alvin n Naz sort of ace theirs. I'm relative well compared to MJC ppl. haha. delusional. My results still suck to the core. I'm still searching for my motivation as all e suanings didn't really do much to spur me. haha.

I'm like super envious of e sec 4s. Damn. their POP present was so much better den mine last yr! Handmade pillows with lots of goodies given by the juniors. I only had ferrero rocher n a piece of parchment. lol. I'm rambling non-stop to Liwei abt it. haha.

Men in white! I'm gonna watch dat on wed. so sorry for not attending 4N's reunion dinner. But I've send Lemon there on my behalf. haha. =X


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