PAINT ME PURPLE;

//Monday, July 31, 2006//5:35 AM

What hurts the most, was being so close..
Learn from the mistakes of others. You can't make them all by yourself.

//Thursday, July 27, 2006//5:36 AM

I'm killing myself bit by bit. The kind of joy that nothing else matters anymore.

Nothing but a withering flower.

//Sunday, July 23, 2006//12:47 AM

Went to Escape to celebrate HX belated birthday. Haha.. There were supposed to be alot of people but the number shrank down to 4 only. Hx, Gv, Yili and me. It was Gv who wanted so badly to go into the haunted house. and since there was only four of us there in the queue we had to go in without anyone's company. Straight inside there was a guy with a strange mask that has thorns or whatever things sticking out of his head came and made some eerie sounds that got the girls screaming. And Yili actually screamed! The person who had her eyes sticked to the cinema screen of Samara while me and jacob were running in and out of the cinema actually screamed! [She claimed that on screen it was 2D while then it was 3D so its different] Even before we made past the first gate [that is the area with the black cloth], they chickened out and obviously we din make it through.

Next was Go kart. Gv and Hx seemed to have a feud wiv an Indian family of 3 who was too slow for the others. Gv went first then Hx Yili, me follow by the 3 behind us. Managed to overtake Hx and Yili in the second round. Third round, Gv and me overtook the mother who was in her second round. How slow is that? Then we have to stop to wait for the others. Yili and Hx came in third and fourth and its like there's a chain effect that once u bang into the kart in front of you, the rest will get bang as well.. So Gv, the first person suffered the worst concussion.. lol..

We had to wait for a freaking long time for Vikings cos someone threw up previously. Its like taking such a long time so to pass off time we made vommiting sounds down to those taking wet and wild rides. The first pair was hilarious, they really thought someone was vommiting into the water. hahaness.. so after a long wait we at last get to sit on the ride. No one dares to sit at the place that was filled with the vomitus smell. During the ride, me n Hx was making vommiting sounds whole way through. Haha.. Blargh!

We actually wanted to try the haunted house again lo. But they cuckoo out last min yet again. So I've to go in solo. It wasn't that scary as it seems. There's like a fake frankenstein sitting on a chair making stupid noises and some headless people.. The best past was the 'wobbly' bridge I think. At least I know it was supposed to be a 'haunted house'. Imagine going to a place like that alone. I'll freak out lo. The rest was waiting outside at the exit. Gv and Hx caught a glimpse of the guy dat was supposed to scare us. and well.. They have the hots for him. Blah.. I din get to c him inside the haunted house! It was dark lo and he had his hideous mask on.

Went to the beach later and visited the Gobble cafe. I simply love their potato wedges.. The atmosphere is still the same as I last went. The same calm and peacefulness I need. haha.. I'll be sure to go there again after O level.

Pics taken:

Smile =D

Cheese!

hmm.. Wad are they looking at?

Same place as we took last time.

Snoozing off~

Why u looking at me like dat?

Hx's crazy dancing.

Hx n a clown wiv cool hair.

My teeth mark on Hx's hand! She bit me twice lo.

Yummy potato wedges.

Cool ad!

The trio~

//Thursday, July 20, 2006//5:27 AM

Hx's birthday! Happy birthday granddaughter! Happy sweet sixteen.. n ur finally 'legal' as well with the rest! unfairness.. I'll still have to wait until December.. =(
Spent the whole day trying to enhance our present for HX. Me n shirley has to spent the whole of geog period doing all the enhancing. The effect was not bad lo. With the help of some 4N ppl, we managed to finish wrapping the present.. Damn hard can. With the stack of paper GV gave me. What a waste! I can sell it to the karung guni for one cent and donate it to charity. [lol] The present is a photo album compile by me n GV, not forgetting shirley joanne clar n yili. Its like a very meaningful thing lo.. haha.. so 'gan dong'!-.<

The muffin "cake"!

More and more tests coming up.. Everyone's feeling so psyched up. Its a no wonder some may get overly depressed and having regular moodswings. You can't blame them for feeling this way, I myself felt like that too sometimes. Clar must have felt the same way. Well, jac was complaining dat clar had dao him that he had to initiate a 'hi' and she was like the past pamela peh. well, at least her bf dun slap someone when we caught them kissing! lol.. I guess she's just very tensed up nowadays.

It seems that all probs started wiv the Os. God! I wish it'll end soon. No one can stand the torment it brings. I myself missed my sleep the most! T_T

Pix on racial harmony day:

yayness~

me n pam

rahh!!

me n yuan.

sam act cute =X

smile!

HX's so seductive!

me n zach.

aud me n jex..

candid shot!

//Wednesday, July 19, 2006//5:56 AM

It isn't that no one likes you but you haven't found someone that can appreciate the beauty within you.

//Sunday, July 16, 2006//4:54 AM

English Prelim Orals! god! I certify that I can't speak english properly. And the content for all three components are so different! Reading aloud is about catering services, picture discussion is about a maid agency and conversation is about what course you would want to take in junior college or university.. blah..

Have to rush to malaysia after that to celebrate my gramps 70th birthday! woah~ I don't think I wanna live till that long. haha.. And to think of the endless supply of durians.. haha.. I'm in heaven!

Went to tanjung early in the morning to have breakfast! The pratas there are real good! haha..

the sun's rays Big Big Durian! Yummy!

Pics at the banquet:

The cake lo.. Not exactly that fantastic but passable..

My sis has cool hair! I love that silver streak.

I realise I didn't study at all during this whole weekend! 4 tests next week! So energy consuming.. Blah.. Its a no wonder why Singapore's number 131 in being happy.. So stressful how to be happy?! I'm gonna lead a stress-FREE life after the Os.. [I hope]

//Sunday, July 02, 2006//5:55 AM

Chocolate day! Selling chocs all around singapore?! lol. Weird things the school can think of to contribute to charity. Spend like 4 hours trying to sell all 35 chocs. Through all the selling its actually not hard to see the charitable sense of singaporeans. Guess they're quite affected about the NKF thingy.

Not saying that the world is cold and no one cares about charity at all but the people seems to be unfriendly. They either stare, smile and just walk past you or just brush past you briskly like you don't even exist at all. To top that all, me and Dhana actually met a psycho! The details are swore to secrecy.

Actually, there are still some kind souls out there. People who actually truly wanted to contribute to help the needys. Haha. And I met a thai/vietnam hottie who willingly bought 5 chocs! That actually helped lift off some burden from my hands.

I've walked so much, my legs aren't mine anymore. At least I've finished selling chocs! Now I realise how hard it must be to be a sales person. Yay~ And I took pics wiv two guys on stilts! Its

hard to attract people to a product nowadays lo. haha.

Chocolates can help calm your nerves and have destressing purposes. Hence, I've been eating them for a week till now. Haha.. I'm gonna be like the character is Holland V who gets fatter as she never stops eating to destress. Well.. It gets me high so I dun mind! Thanks to benny, alvin and Mr toh who got me free chocs! haha..

To someone out there, stop all your whining ass baby-talk. You can't keep your man and you blame it on others for it?! Please. I absolutely did NOT steal anyone away and neither am I gonna do things as despicable as that. So do have some self-respect for yourself or even for that dignity left [if you HAD any].

Get a life! How dare you come to my SJAB blog to curse me?! Well. Thanks to wonderful seniors like Alvin and Shawn who happen to hate spammers like you. And I promise, if words could kill, you can never live to see this post.

And NEVER say fuck you to me, you don't even have a right to scold me at all. All you know is to vent your frustration out on someone who has no idea on who the object of your crush is?! Have you even date the guy before? I highly doubt so. No guy in the right mind will choose you over all the other girls out there. Threatening will do you no good. It'll only show all the negative sides of you and make people dislike you even more. So if you're really pissed, I highly recommend you find a puddle and drown yourself. One less vulgar and jealous girl who is so smitten by her crush will make no difference to the world.

Another thing is that my initials are only reserved for close friends ONLY and not dogs. So please refrain from barking. Human beings won't exactly understand what you are barking about so you might as well just shut your trap.

A piece of advice for a pathetic creature like you. There's nothing wrong with liking a guy but you can't force him to like you back as love's a mutual thing. He doesn't feel it so please understand that fact. You can't jus go around threatening people whom you think MAY be your love rival and in this case I'm not. There are better options out there for you. All you need to do is to LOOK! And trust me, guys won't like vulgar girls, at least I won't like one if I'm a guy! So.. BE CIVILISED!