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//Friday, September 30, 2005//5:33 AM
argghh! Few more daes to exams!!! So stressed.. I STILL can't manage to study AT ALL.. Guess I'm dead fer sure.. I'm like so worried larxXx.. lohhxX.. waaaa.. Den de stoopid A! - B4 system.. If never get between dis grade havta come back ta sch Daily fer remedial Itz like WTF larxX.. Itz like so unfair.. I'm shoo pissed! I've a shorter temper now.. Damn all dis DESSERTS!!!
//Monday, September 12, 2005//5:28 AM
Smokers nowadays! Dey realli do NOT n I mean do not have ani respect fer de young ppl hu juz wish to have no contact with smoke at all.. Like it was raining' juz now.. Thus.. verrie de crowded Y.. Dere's juz 1 stoopid n inconsiderate guy in front of a crowd.. Smoking away.. den blowing de smoke rite up my face.. Man! How de hell could our government allow such things to happen wen it affects its ppl health so wad abt de economic.. We still could survive well without having ta resort to sellin' de cigarettes.. Yucks! I feel juz so insulted..
De retard juz has no respect at all.. Den ppl behind him hav to hurry to de front in order not ta smell de "unholy' Thing. He shld juz die off with BAD, BLACK lungs.. and with tar all in his brains.. and dat does not mean de others have to be his companions as well.. Juz had an urge ta go up ta him n give him a tight slap. arrgh! so pissed off by de inconsideration of some ppl.. Hmph!
//Thursday, September 08, 2005//8:02 AM
Are de NCOs realli so negative?! Are we realli dat bad.. So bad dat so mani ppl have lost their hopes in us?! Are we realli so lousy?! Dat we have to bring down de whole corp wiv us?
I wanna screamed!!! Why u guys juz dun understand! To u we're juz useless ppl wiv no motivation hu dun care abt de welfare.. I was realli devastated upon hearing it.. I wanna cry.. Dis is how dey had viewed us.. We're destined to bring nothing but harm..
Dey say we dun care.. I realli beg to differ.. Itz realli not fair to some of us.. Others I can't say much.. I tried to bring de bond together.. Insteas it backfired.. Cadets hating us.. backstabbin' happen.. Disputes conflicts here n dere..
I can't take it animore.. U meant to say dat de efforts dat I've put in.. Dat we've put in.. Was all fer NOTHING?! So I've been spending MORE den half of my secondary life LIVING IN VAIN?!
haa.. Forget abt it.. De aspirations dat we USED to have.. Maybe we really lack de ability to lead.. We dun co-operate.. Haiz~
Is dis wad is coming to us?!
//Monday, September 05, 2005//2:44 AM
MuGgIn' FeR fInAl YeAr ExAm LiAo0xX.. FoUnD oUt I aCtUaLlIe DiN lEaRn AnYtHiNG fRoM 'cHeRs.. NoW i DuN uNdErStAnD aNyThInG.. i LoOk At De BoOkS~ De BoOkS lOoK bAcK aT mIi.. DeN wE sTaReD aT eAcH oThEr.. GoSh! I'M fAlLiN' iN luV.. b-u-l-l-s-h-i-t! LoHh.. dIe MATI i CaN kOnKa KiAnG oSo.. NoT bAd SeHhxX.. cRaP fInIsh~ bAcK tA mUgGIn'.. WhErE's De MuG?! hAiZ~ //*^i'M A NERD^*\\
//Saturday, September 03, 2005//10:23 AM
Realli sorrie ta de following ppl.. My mind is confused now.. Sorrie fer de realli bad attitude I gave you.. It was unintentional.. I was juz STRESSED..
Thanks alot~ Sigit Alvin Rui Wen Clarice
Sorrie to de cadets~ I am in such a bad mood nowadaes..
Dunno wad happen ta mi Shooting my mouth off at ppl even when I'm in de wrong.. I noe I shouldn't have done dat.. But no use crying over split milk.. I sincerly apologised here.. SORRIE~
//Friday, September 02, 2005//6:52 PM
time has pass so quickly I never know wad to say Till now I dun hav a chance to even feel your presence by my side
never had a chance to say it from den onwards 'm outta your heart so plz juz gimme one more time One last chance to say the final words I wanna say I love you~