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//Tuesday, July 26, 2005//5:53 AM
"Ok you see this is what life is like... Working out dere will be 10x worse when you work here... Life still goes on, you're lucky that you can be a leader at such a young age, you get to feel that experience which is going to be useful in the future. This is just the start of life, it is not how much you have to suffer, it is how much stress you've faced and tackled! This stresses are just obstacles in life, think of an obstacle course, get through them for the first time, it's hard like hell, try again! Experience in life is important. imagine now! Imagine you're supplied with tons of money in your pockets since young, no CCA, private school which are super expensive..... You want that kind of stressfree like, possible, but think what will you gain? When you work, will you be able to handle the stress?"
This is wad I heard from sumone.. Cos ppl here complainin' abt life in SJAB.. Realli verrie glad to hav such kind of ppl in my batch.. thnx a lot guys.. It realli motivated mi alot.. we'll work hard and fly to new heights wiv SJAB kayzz..
//Sunday, July 24, 2005//2:19 AM
Never had de time to think.. Never had de time to say.. I love you..
Liar! Why did you ever had to do dat.. Why?! Why did you havta lie to me?! I'm sick and tired.. I can't stand it anymore.. I'm breakin' apart..
NDP rehearsal iz like so tiring cann.. I b'cum de flag raiser wiv Wei Chong.. Den both of us slackin' while de others r marching.. Den later have to raise flag.. Strain my neck sia~ Hiya.. Scared later raise flag halfway drop it.. By den die liao0xX.. Lol!!
To someone out dere.. plz larxX.. Take good care of ur man kayzZ.. Dun let him commit any silly things liao0xX.. I advice you to leave him.. U in turn say dat I'm jealous.. My advice fer u.. Take it or leave it.. Itz not mi hu suffer.. De person dats gonna suffer is u.. Bear tis in mind.. U reap wad u sow.. I'm not gonna care abt u animore..
Itz not meant to be.. Lets forgett abt itxX..
//Sunday, July 17, 2005//4:46 AM
Juz feel like slammin' ppl rite now.. not exactly at de bez of mood.. Feel like bitchin' abt de maggot.. Well.. at least maggots still speed up decomposition.. Wad can euu do? Like wad would u feel if a person as/more ugly den ru hua behave as if she's de queen.. Feel like slappin' her ritez?! Dats wad i almost did.. But De urge ta puke at her face iz still far more better den contaminatin' my hand.. plz lar.. look in de mirror kayzZ.. Stop TRYIN' ta dream.. b'cuz dreams can never com true.. fer u in de case.. pardon mi fer sayin' it.. But u're de prettiest piece of shit dat I've ever seen.. Not bad huh.. Well.. at least I'm insultin' de shit.. not de pigs.. Both r far more nicer den u- bein' a social outcast.. Which is a total disgrace.. Am I like suppose ta b ur bez fren?! well.. I dun care anymore.. ur attitude sux.. tryin' ta b a chio bu arh.. all dis while all dis frenship is juz total crap.. usin' mi is juz de truth.. fine! so be it.. It as in bein' de prettiest shit!
Christians! I'm into christianity kayzZ.. Bud thnx ta u! U completely destroy de whole image of bein' a christian.. luffin' in de front.. backstabbin' at de back.. No wonder so mani ppl hate u.. Iz it so baD ta b a gal?! dat u speak evil of all gals.. n act like a total slut in front of guys.. wad! BIATCH! callin u bitch would be insultin' female dogs!
Tell u wad.. de onli place dat suits u iz outerspace.. Dun come here n POLLUTE de whole place.. I need ta breathe kayzZ.. Fresh Air I mean.. Not ur body odour.. How I wish u can c my blog NOW!
//Friday, July 15, 2005//7:01 AM
Pissed! Itz like onli mi dats makin' de effort.. Forgive mi fer sayin' it but itz not juz u guys dat can't come.. My studies r like shit n my mom iz like scolding hell.. Question mi here n dere.. doubting mi.. I'm like a prisoner in my own home.. U heard mi.. I say I dun mind at all.. Truth is I mind it hard.. I dun care at all.. I'll never surrender~`
De GurL dAt hAtEs De WhOlE wOrLd//Sunday, July 10, 2005//4:38 AM
StReSsEd! TrYiN' Ta WaSh AlL mIsErY wIv TeArS.. iZ iT oF aNi UsE?! dE aNsWeR iZ nO! sTuDiEs..PeEr pReSsUrE.. iTz AlL kIlLiN' mI aS tYmE pAsS.. i'M bEgInNiN' tA hAtE TiS wOrLd.. HaTe De ThInGs DaT iT hAd CaUsEd Mi.. I'D sUfFeR.. rEcOvEr N yEt SuFfEr AgAiN.. dE WoUnD wIlL nEvEr HeAl By iTsElF.. i CaN nEvA b Mi aGaInNxX.. nOtHiNg Iz WoRtH mI BeIn' AlIvE aGaIn.. No oNe CaN eVeR uNdErStAnD mI.. i CaN'T eVeN uNdErStAnd MySeLF.. TeArS jUz CaMe UnExPeCtEdLy.. SuIcIdE iZ aLl U cAn TiNk Of.. ItZ aS iF itZ eNd oF dE wOrLd.. ItZ nO uSe.. NoT aNyMoRe..
//Saturday, July 09, 2005//5:32 AM
Todae b'cum actin OC.. Damn cuckoo liddat lorxX.. Den oso got Parent-Meet-Teacher session.. Miss Morni lalala wad.. itz all up ta mi ta do.. Wiv my points can onli go ITE.. canot go Poly.. Oso canot smell de JC.. Like wadde.. So demoralising.. Den later got training.. so nervous sia~ budden turn out ok .. Tink not so badd larxX.. HaHaXx.. Den later go eat mac again.. Whole dae eatin faz food.. gonna die soon.. TiaO0xX..
//Saturday, July 02, 2005//7:42 PM
Todae balloon dae.. So early in de morning havta wake up liaoxX.. Tirin' seh Arrive at sch make balloons larxX>. siao~ twist n turn.. den poppin' sounds everywhere so tiaoxX lorxX.. Den later wentta Clarice class.. My class lik no ppl liddat.. Juz slack around de whole sch.. Later go PS sell balloons wiv Clarice, Yili n Joanne sehHxx! Whole dae stand dere smile n smile. Like go dere sell smile instead of balloons.. Gettin' verrie frustrated cos no one wanna buy.. Den later saw Wei Choy dem.. Ask dem help mi sell.. In return help dem return de tins.. Use beauty skills.. Den I stand dere luffin' like siao.. so hyper.. Later finish go ta Rui Wen dere.. Dey lik finish so faz lorxX.. Spent whole dae eatin' non-stop.. Den I still verrie hungry mahxX.. I so famished den dey eat until wanna vomit.. Later return tins n sign our names.. Later from PS walk ta Orchard road.. Juz keep walkin'.. Like so tired den go Ngee Ann City. Me Joseph n Rui Wen dere waitin fer Dom.. Start takin' pics herre n dere.. Like weirdos liddat.. Later went Window shoppin'.. Like bois oso lik ta window shop?! kayz.. tat's fer Dom.. Later took pics oso.. Den no mirror verrie hard.. Stand in front of de lift.. So mani weird glances lohxX.. Outside saw ppl compete fer sum olympic thingy.. Holdin' de olympic torch under 15 degrees.. Man! Dey hold it fer abt 8hrs liaoxX.. Tat's sumthing~ Later went wiv Rui Wen ta Central Point.. Joseph goin' bac ta PS ta meet his family.. Hitch a ride bac ta Tanah Merah.. Went bac home damn tired liaoxX.. Legs so wobbly.. Can't ta han animore..
////3:26 AM
Yesterdae issh de Telok Kurau 3oth Anniversary.. Temasek kena invited.. Deres de basketmall match n zone 2 idol thingy larxX.. den reach dere like so weird liddat. Temasek ppl so little onli.. Played basketball at 2nd Half.. Half-way den stomach got cramps..^Arrgh! BiAnG* Temasek like so sucky can.. Yu Ying like win us 74 - 16.. So pathetic lorxX.. even Telok Kurau better.. Later got campfire larxX.. Den sing a lot of songs loh! Temasek like so damn un- enthu can.. I like crazie woman scream here n dere.. Sec 1s soo unresponsive liddat.. (Haiz) Half-way through brought Jacob ta Eunos MRT.. Overall ok larxX.. Not too bad.. Later on de way back home saw Boon Ping n gang larxX..
Todae got carnival.. I go dere like oreadi so late liaoxX.. Quite fun larxX.. Budden no soft toys as prizes.. (not fair) My sis like so pro can.. Win like siao.. HeeHeeZ.. Saw Shi Yong dere.. Blank look on his face.. * Day dreamin bahxX.. So tiaoxX lorxX.. Den got dedicate songs larxX.. Ta all de TMS sjabers.. From sec 3s kayzZ.. Now damn tired.. Go zz...zzz