PAINT ME PURPLE;

//Friday, June 24, 2005//12:58 AM

dey r like so near each other yet so far apart
Tis gal juz went up ta him tellin him ta love her
He realli did.. Dey went well together..
Dey tok abt their afterlife..
She say tat dere'll be a paradise dere..
A paradise wiv no pain..
Only laughter n joy..
Dey share good memories wiv each other

But..Nothing good lasts forever..
She hav ta leave him fer her dreams..
she wanted him to forget her
n said tat dere's other choices in de world..
He wanted ta propose tat nitez tat she's leavin
tat nitez.. tat fateful nitez..
She refuse it wiv tears fallin uncontrollably
He say he could wait..10 years.. 20years..
Even if heaven was to force them apart..
Their love would still be as strong..
Even death can't tear dem apart..
Dey hug fer de last tyme..
It was tyme fer her ta go..
She refuse ta let him send her off....
She din want him ta c her back..
dey turn their backs on each other..
N started walkin towards their destination..

Tat nitez dere was an emergency news..
De plane tat she took crash
Before it went out of de country..
No survivors were found..
De bodies wil b sent ta de hospital..
He ran all his way dere..
No matter how he search..
He still could not find her..

He isolate himself from de world from den on..
He wanted ta go after her..
To de paradise she'd promised..
The next day..
News of him committed suicide went around..

At last dey were reunited in their paradise..
De paradise without pain but joy..
Nothing can separate dem now..
dey'll be together forever..

//Tuesday, June 21, 2005//10:00 PM

Nice tryy backstabbers out dere..
I've been like backstabbed all tis years without noein' de reason..
AT ALL..
Life is juz so unfair..
Since sec 1 period..
Juz wen I tot our frenzship could b better..
I receive a news.. or rather n apology from sumone..
tat she'd backstabbed mi wiv u..
I was shocked, angry, n felt totally stupid..
Y am I still frenz wiv u wen behind my back all euu did was go shootin' ur mouth off abt moi fault?!
I tried confrontin' u.. We had cold war n any other quarrels I could tink of..

True.. I've heard alot of bad things abt u tat realli cut down de image tat u've given mi durin' sec 1 period.. I admit..thnx ta de things tat u've done u've juz made mi disgust u more.. I realli owe u a lot huh?! owe u TAT much tat u need ta do tis ta mi.. Itz it juz u bein' urself or itz mi juz bein' so stoopid!!

I've tried ta b nicer ta euu.. But I juz can't keep myself not to scold/curse u... I admit.. tat's mii fault.. I can't realli breathe wen u're wiv mi.. so I still dun tink tat itz moi fault fer not wantin' ta share de same air wiv u once we're outta sch..( I noe I verrie selfish n prejudiced )

To euu..
All tat I can say issh tat U're de best I guess...
Cos u're de first tat made mi hate u so hard.. yet u're still consider as one of moi bez frenz.. We're like so into mani things together.. I seriously hope tat we can b lik strangers.. At least den.. we wun spite wiv each other.. I still dun believe how well we've deceived de others n ourselves as bein' bez frenz.. WTH!!! I'm like contradictin' myself..

I realli hope u can hav sum serious tots abt our frenzship.. I did but still tink tat dere's no point left fer us bein' frenz wen all we did is ta backstab each other.. We could at least b hi- bye frenz now.. plz give sum tots abt it..

////9:07 PM

Go ta sch ta study.. den dunno de sec 1s all come so early.. Dunno until Jun Yee call me wen I'm in de middle of a traffic jam.. den tell mi de cca room locked..
SMS alvin ask him where issh he ta open de room.. HaHa.. later I'm de latest wan.. oops!Sowie sec 1s.. :D
Later went ta watch Mr Smith & Mrs Smith wiv Clarice, GV, Jac n Rui Wen..
Saw frenz workin' dere too.. but funnie dun c Sigit dere.. Haiz~
Den go watch de movie..
HaHaZ.. ita so lame lorxX..
Ask de sex question..how many times a dae do dey hav sex?!
den ask if itz from 1-10.. if 1 is less or none..
cuz den it shld b 0-10..
like start bombing each other first until de whole hse in such a big wreakage..
Den still so lovin' wen dey found out can't bear ta kill each other..
Later combined forces .. den at de end ask de marriage counsellor ta ask de sex question again..Den brad pitt whisper 10.. HaHaZz..

//Saturday, June 18, 2005//12:59 AM

You're the super-slacker!!
Homework?
What's that? Studying? Not in your vocabulary.
You hardly study and almost never do your work
and yet, by some divine intervention, you're
still surviving. And you come to school so
un-often, your teachers have pratically
forgotten that you even exist. Go, you slacker,
you!!

Which Stereotypical Singaporean Student Are You?
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//Friday, June 17, 2005//4:23 AM

Realli a zillion thnx ta my bros n wife
-Clar, Rui Wen n Jac..
U guys filled up my life wiv ur
crappiness.. laughter.. n joy!
Sowie fer pang sehiin u guys..
Itz unintentional..
I'm bac alive again.. Thnx ta euu guys...

A zillion thnx ta Aisyah too..
Sista-in-law..
U've been helpin' mi alot..
Whether inside or outside of SJ..
tat.. I realli appreciate it..

I'm so totally in luv wiv my NA team..
De dae of comp was most memorable..
*thou not sure whether I'll b in it again next yr*

Thnx ta Alvin n de other seniors..
U guys r leavin soon..
but ur soul hav remain..
De things dat u've taught us..
We'll not forget...
Good luck fer de O's too..

[y AaM i LiK sAyIn MOiiX wIlL?!]

//Thursday, June 16, 2005//1:41 AM

StReSsEd!!
Y iZzIt So HaRd Ta CoPe WiV sTudIeS n CcA?!
i ReAlLi Do NoT nOe HoW tA iMpRovE mY rEsUlTs...
It Iz GeTtIn' fRoM BaD tA wORsE..
EvEn DuRiN'dE hOlIdAeS.. ITz oSo VeRrIe HaRd Ta StUdY..
y?!
I'm AlWaES sEeN aS aLwAeS sLaCkIN'..
Do EuU tINk I wAN It ToO?!
i'Ve REaLlIeE gOt No MoTivAtiOn At AlL..
cAn AnYoNe hElP mi?!
dE aNs IsSh NO!!!
aLl My WoRkS r LiKe TRaSh.. N noW i'M vEntIn My FRusTrAtiOn HeRe..
HoW dO i StArt StuDyIN?!
EvErY nOw N dEn wEn I sTaRtEd..
I'Ll EnD uP slPiN' oR pLAyiN..
lIkE wad My DaD sAyS..
i'm GeTtIn' FrOM bAD Ta WoRSe..
ALl HopeS r GoNe..
DeRe CaN't Be AnI hOpe WEn U duN evEN pIn aNI hOpeS..
CCA iSsH lIkE nO bEtTeR..
U tInk TAt TAT'S fUN..
NO!!
I hAtE sLaCkErs.. bUt CaN't HeLp bEiN' oNe..
ItZ lIke A bAd HaBiT dAt'S StUcK tA u FeR lIfE..
hAIZ~
AnY dOc HeRe?!

//Tuesday, June 14, 2005//3:00 AM

POP!!!
Tat's wad de seniors wanted fer such a longg tyme..
We de sec 3s wiv de help of de sec 2s & Alvin at last manage ta produce de proposal..
Tis issh de first thing tat we'd plan.. Of cuz I realli hope tat things will work out well larxX..
I'm in-charge of de sec 1s full-u.. den got some money problems... I actuallie forgotten hu owe mi money! (LoL)Den teach dem how ta wear full-u.. Gettin' verrie frustrated den started shoutin everywhere.. Haiz~ reallie sowie ta sec 1s larxX.. Not feelin' verrie good..
After everything ok liaoxX.. den issh trial run.. whoa~ De sun so hot.. den still havta made de sec 1s n 2s stand down dere.. Tink dey meltin liaozZ..Trial run ok larxX.. Gettin' our CPBS certs n our post.. After tat issh de actual POP.. Damn nervous lorxX..ok larxX.. Juz stand in de sun den benjamin sir help de sec 1s put on their shoulder flash.. After tat we get our certificates.. Later den dey call our names n we go out n de seniors will hand over de post ta us.. Den sum ppl tak boleh tahan cuz verrie hot mahxX.. Went under shelter..
After tat dey change into their pt kit den got amazin' race fer dem ta play.. while we de sec 3s prepare the buffet..mi de programme co-ordinator.. do nothin' actualiiee.. run around like siao.. quite fun larxX.. De buffet looks ok larxX.. Edible I guess..
After dey finish den got presents fer de winnin' team larxX. De seniors hav souvenirs.. Given out by Mr Toh.. Itz as a form of appreciation from us.. Later buffet started.. De sec 4s say tat at last dey're de first ta enjoy de meals.. De sec 3s serve everyone else first before we eat.. Half-way through our meal, we'll each say a speech fer de sec 4s.. I lost my beautifully planned speech so juz say anything tat cums out from my heart.. Den got song sum more.. Later got cake ta eat..YaY!!!
After tat de seniors stay bac ta play basketball.. Stay dere n watch n play sum larX..
Realli appreciate wad de seniors have done fer us.. thank u guys alot realli..

//Sunday, June 12, 2005//8:29 AM

Your Hidden Power Is Water

You have a rather calm soul, but when tempted
will get pissed off at those who bug you. You
do whatever you can in your powers to help
those of your allies and have a okay taste for
human kind, but you find them rather annoying
on occasions.

Gem Stone: Saphire, Eye Color:Ice
Blue,Hair Color:Dark Blue that's long
that goes to your waist.

Quote:If you wait for meThen I'll come for you. Although I've travelled
far, I always hold a place for youIn my heart. If you think of me, If you miss me
once in a while, Then I'll return to you. I'll
return and fill that space in your heart